She never really liked me. I kept trying because she was attractive. Did I meant her pixels were pretty? No, she had a strong, firm personality which I like in girls. She had extremely good stats (PK:180k /Spar wins:20k) because the account she is using was once her brother's, which coincidently, we were quite close 2 years ago.
About a month ago, I started to PM her everyday, saying hi and stuffs. She was nice at first, but then she became annoyed after a few days. I tried to catch her attention several times by spamming "hi" and she'll eventually PM me to shut up. I got really angry with her one day so I cursed at her on PM and she blocked me.
A few days later, she unblocked me because I received help from one of her few friends. That was the peak of our "relationship", though I knew that she never loved me back. A few days later I confessed again, she said no because she insisted to stay single.
She soon got interested into trading. She was at the trade tables everyday. Surprisingly, she earnt 19k shells in 3 day. I asked her how and she said "buy cheap sell high". She said that she wanted a black umbrella. In between those few days of her road to umbrella, we did have several arguments. I kept pestering on how I was not good enough for her. "What have I done wrong?" "I have never hurt you" "I love you" "I have done everything I could" and so on. She always gave the same reason for rejecting me. She accused of loving more than 100 girls. I'm like wtf..? Being nice to other girls doesn't mean that I have any sort of affection for them.
In order to gain her feelings towards me, I decided to help her by selling some of my supers and so that she can get to 26k shells quicker. I gave 10k shells to her. I still don't know what she did to it though. I also stopped asking her to date me. I decided to take it slowly, although she said that she'd never date a bad guy like me. I usually stalked her on the map., especially when she was digging, I'd help her kill any crabs that spawned so that she could dig faster.
So just now, I asked her if she wanted to go shell together. She agreed but she didn't have any shovels. Out of love and lust, I told her that I'll give her some. She asked me how many I had. Well, I said I have 1025 shovels but of course, I actually lied to her because I didn't want her to worry about whether I would have enough for myself. She asked for 50 at first. After I gave it to her, she said lel. I was like really? You should be saying thanks. She asked for 100 more and without hesitation, I agreed to it. And then she asked for 900. This was exactly what she said "900 for me, you keep 100 lel." That was when it really hit me hard. I never got very furious with her. And of course, I can't give 900 because I only had 200 shovels. I immediately left the trade room. And guess what her PMs was. "Lol sorry" "You want your shovels back?" "i never asked you for them"
From that point onwards, I realised that some people can just be so hard-hearted. It came to the point that I know I have tried enough. These people don't have an atom of empathy. I felt so disgusted not only by the girl, but by my own stupidity which caused me to be blinded by love.
Why was I so stupid to keep trying?
Originally Posted by Satan
