Meaningless
It's been decades since I looked at her beautiful face.
We humans face a fear: fear of death, fear of failure, fear of a relationship, fear of a kiss, fear of seeing someone else with the girl you once loved. I once loved a girl. A girl so intelligent and funny. Her smile could brighten the sky more than the sun. Her lips could heal death, especially with the eyes that were so fierce yet kind, full of love, a girl she was. A girl I once desired to be mine. Lonely, full of regrets, and idiotic, I was once. I couldn't allow my feelings spill on her, but when I did, it was too late.
She has gone with a man I now despise. A man that she would proudly call him her husband. A man that was once was her best friend. Then there I am, in the dark curve, under a light pole that dimmed within the minute. She brightened my world once, but her ignorance of me led me to the world with nothing but despair. Beauty became dull, so I became old and weary.
An old man with a healthy heart and a fully functional body. Alas, a heart that I was wanting to give to someone who could appreciate it. However my body was breaking apart, and there laid my heart, within the soil surrounded by darkness. A heart that can sprout beautiful trees and full of wonderful creations, but it was consisting nurture from another heart: a heart that never would exist. I waited for an eternity, and there laid my heart; filling it with layers of debris and rock, bones, and flesh, toxin and liquids.
Never has anyone picked up my heart nor do I expect anyone to; it is destined to remain where it is; it is destined for my love to never come across anyone. I'll just be underneath you all this time, Jennifer. Meaningless it is I, in the eyes of you.
I wish I never laid eyes on you. O the beauty that you once carried, the temptations that were aroused by your presence. The world that you have given me: both dark and light. It does not matter anymore for I am long forgotten, at least, by you.
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