I'm a dreamer, not a believer.
I close my eyes and I see a beautiful kitchen that with a sink, dish washer, LG touch fridge, and a long table that has the shape of an L.
I close my eyes and I see my family reunited with smiles on their faces.
I close my eyes and I see beauty.
I can picture my childhood being the best.
I can picture my middle school years being productive and attentive.
I can picture my high school years being educated and determined.
I can picture my life being flawless.
I open my eyes and I see the cruel world I live in.
I never asked this life and if I had the choice, I wouldn't want to be alive.
I prefer to close my eyes.
I prefer to live in a fantasy and neglect reality.
I am a dreamer, not a believer.