I’m sad cuz..

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1. My 10 y/o cousin got diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumour a few days ago

2. My mom is very sick again (the doctors think she has Lupus)


3. My disabled sister recently said quite a few words, but hasn’t said them since She even said “1, 2, 3, 4”!? It’s been about 2 weeks....She’s said no more new words nor has she even said any words that she didn’t already say (she has a vocabulary of about 4 words) :’(


4. I have to watch my sister more cuz my mom is sick and her back is out atm
5. Personal reasons
6. My grandma’s job is likely gonna shut down within 2 years (she was gonna retire soon anyway, but still)
7. My father’s job might close soon too.
8. I have to stop smoking and drinking due to doctor’s concerns
9. I semi-wanna jump off an overpass but I live in a small town and there’s no overpass.


10. My bf might break up with me (we’ve been dating 7 months so far)
11. I have autism.