I have anger Issues please help

[Tricky]

Thank you. Ik that she just wants the best for me, but I don't want the best for me, if that makes sense.

Then why are you asking for help if you don't want what's best for you.

Like what others have said, this isn't a great site to get help from.

I recommend you try a forum like this one http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/
They can give you the proper help and advice you need.