poem by jupiter

[Jupiter]

Loneliness
One simple word. One simple feeling. A feeling that can make one feel sad, yet so happy.
A feeling that causes layers of other feelings.
I wonder what it is like to not feel this. Such an emptiness that is hard to explain, only because I do not want to explain.
My body trembles, my eyes seem to water, I love it.
It gets hot sometimes as I talk to them, yet they aren't there at all.
The water that is discharged from my tear duct seems to cool me down after I realize they were all in my head.
Why does everyone listen to me ? Why does everyone approach me? To love yet to hate it when these types of things happen to me are astonishing.
The agony when no one seems to stare at me, yet the flutter when they do.
The annoyance that occurs when so many whisper, the fear that no one will seek out to me. All is good, all is horror, the blood that creeps up on me tends to never show
. No one is around, so transperant. Yet the breath down our necks , so apparent.

[LainieFlores]